Opposite Distraction

Crazy blue thoughts running through my mind
Escaping reality catching me
Sorrow and hatred seems to be all i find
It's a strange world, don't know who to be

Follow the river to the end
trying to find a way
listening to the best friend
without a thing to say

Moving faster, too slow to react
little bird singing loud
bracing myself for a huge impact
still standing, tall and proud